Saturday, July 23, 2005
11:50 pm

-Eventful month?-

It has indeed been a month of trials and tribulations. Honestly I doubt anyone still reads my blog so I'm free to write whatever I wish to..

During the past few weeks, I did question: is my calling to be a teacher? There were so many times I kept on asking myself why did the whole thing happen? For those not in the loop, never mind..I'm speaking in parables. LOL.. Pastor was preaching about going out to the marketplace and yet there I was, totally lost and dejected. But He is Jehovah Nissi. My RO and HOD spoke up for me. Though I do feel upset that a certain someone keeps messing up my stuff in the workplace, yet at the same time I feel a sense of pity for her. Yes she has climbed up the corporate (or should it be teaching?) ladder but there are no friends around her. Success can be so lonely.

The past 1 week has been encouraging though. I'm starting to make my presence felt more in school. LOL..hard to imagine huh? Time to stop being passive and begin being a leader even in my work place..Hee..in the meantime I'm still praying for God's wisdom. To ___ or not to ___/that is the question...

Last night I attended service 1 and was really encouraged by the message. Indeed there is potential in us waiting to be released..like helping law with busing after service. To tell the truth, I din see him till Raymond tapped me on the shoulder. It's funny how I was supposed to join Philip's cg for service but I ended up sitting next to Raymond and talking to him instead. =)